its been a long time ever since my last entry in this blog. poly days are over. army days are over. training days in academy are over. there is this loneliness inside of me which i felt last night. this emptiness. went over to get some drinks at tiff's working place at JOM. not a bad place. but people working there are very realistic, materialistic, i guess. everything now is about money.

anyway. i get to do a different job scope these days. alvin you better come back soon. dun make me sit at the front consoles always. the attachment life was great. fun. something different. for a change. i dun mind. but i am not sure if i can withstand the shit that one gets when or if i am really posted there for good. gone with the wind will be my off days. more to come are the callbacks. damn.

i am a presenter for some project. its coming up soon. these days, everyone is so cautious of what they do. things are different now. its about individuals. no more for the people sorta thing. damn the world.